January 2009
“Pigs have the cognitive ability to be quite sophisticated. Even more so than...”
– Dr. Donald Broom
Never Say Never
Even though I NEVER in a million years thought I’d say it… I’ve given up meat. ME. I LOVE meat. It’s just after reading Skinny Bitch I don’t think I can digest it. It seriously made me so disgusted with myself and the meat packing industry that I can’t even look at it! I woke up in Big Bear Sunday morning smelling turkey bacon and I wanted to throw up. I told...
Bear Slumber
This trip was extremely exhausting but well worth it. I’m so fucking sore head to toe I’m not even exaggerating. I love Big Bear!!!!
Zsa Zsa Zu
too good for words.
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don’t take “no” for an answer when they believe there is a better solution They...
Fall apart.
I built this wall and it took all my strength to build it. I don’t want it to fall apart. I’m a nervous fucking wreck, I don’t want anyone to get over it, under it, through it, whatever. I don’t want to fall apart. If I do, I don’t think I have strength to build another. xoxo.
Ironic
how the plans I had just 5 months ago totally turned into something else. I’m happier now but it just makes me laugh.
“Sometimes we love people so much that we have to be numb to it. Because if we...”
– Riding in Cars with Boys
Philippines I miss you.
Upgrade never downgrade
“Fuck no. I hate her” YEAH. That’s why you text me at two in the goddamn morning saying it’s sad we didn’t last as long as you hoped, that you miss me and can’t get me out of your head, and that you still fucking love me. I tried being nice to you and what do you do? Shit all over it just like you shit all over the people who appreciated you the most and has...
I want someone
who will put my car in park & never let me cry alone.
Book Raiding
I’ve been needing a new book to read and been having trouble choosing between a bunch. Usually I just raid Justines book shelf but after finishing the Twilight saga, I really just wanted to read it again. Instead I started on Naked by David Sedaris, it was okay but I wasn’t as into it as I thought I would’ve been. Right now I’m going to start on The Bell Jar, Justine...
“You are not your job. You are not the money in your bank account. You are not...”
– Tyler Durden, “Fight Club”
A new beginning
I’d be lying if I said 2008 was a good year. It was the hardest year I’ve had to get by so far, but I am happy that I actually had the strength the get the fuck up a leave behind one too many broken promises by someone I thought was a lover & best friend. Everytime he needed me I was there and he didn’t even appreciate it enough to change his bad habits, or at least try. I...
